Lost again.

As I quickly glance at the picture,
I know I have to look away,
Before I feel too much pain.

Night after night,
the tears fall,
making a river,
to float down in.

I take my boat,
down my teary river,
and remember our journey.

When we were together,
I would glow
but change comes
my world is murky.

it's too dark to see,
I wonder through my life,
wishing I was free.

I trip and fall,
my soul is shattered
all I can do is cry,
and want for help.

So many days,
I feel lost.
I need a light
to guide me home.

I will forever be lost without you.

Sarah Janelle

Crying silently.

I was left behind,

Forgotten about.

I sat quietly waiting,

Hoping that someone would remember.

I now felt as small as a spec of dust,

Praying no one would blow me away.

I used to control my life,

But now someone else is.

I was never noticed,

When I asked for help.

Instead I was walked by,

Brushed off to the side.

I felt alone,

But my heart told me I wasn’t.

There was no one with me,

No one to comfort me.

My mind said, no one cares about you,

But my heart said otherwise.

I was left behind,

Forgotten about.

I sat quietly,

Hoping that someone would remember,

I cried silently,

My heart was shattered.

I searched for love,

But was always lost.

I stared for hours gazing at the moon,

Jealous of all its companions.

As I felt dead,

I knew I was alive.

There had to be more to life,

But for me there was nothing.

Life wasn’t meant to be painful,

Or heartbreaking.

I t was meant to have laughing,

And love.

I prayed that night,

Praying to God.

I wasn’t going to give up,

Not this time.

I cried mutely,

For my lost life.

lost again.

Sarah Janelle.