sometimes i just wish i could listen to a song without thinking of you. it may mean more that way. it hurts knowing that we are going our separate ways and that our friendship cannot grow more, that we can't be more than just friends. and even the word "friend" is sketchy to throw around with you. it's hard to not wish that things would change, it's to wish you would love me. it's hard carrying my feelings with me. is it time to set them free, to empty them from my travel pack?