for all those lost souls out there; this is goes out to you.
guidepost for a solemn life.
1. when there's snow on the ground, and the dog is barking. and you hate this day.
suck on your bottom lip. sometimes it hurts after sucking for so long; but it's guaranteed to hurt more than what you feel.
2. learn how to spell well. and speak grammatically. there's nothing better than speaking English correctly when you feel mad. (best to do in public to show everyone you're right and they're wrong.)
3. cut you're nails. cut them so short it hurts to type, or to bite. cut them so short you hate everything about them.
4. open your window when it's winter. and have the heater running at the same time.
5. ---- call me and i'll tell you 5, and 6.
6.
7. stay in order. it proves you can do one thing right.
8. keep to yourself. keep to yourself when it comes to anything. and everything. keep to yourself when people ask you who you are.
reply and say. i don't know. they won't understand; but they will leave you to be.
9. be honest in your thoughts. and write your thoughts down. don't be afraid if you sound like a bad human being - because in all reality. that's exactly who you are. so why try and pretend you're something when you're not.
chew on that for awhile.
10. look up, 100 most beautiful words in the English lanuage.
use them.
11. always end on a sad note.
and sometimes say, dear God, help me.
just to inform you. i made a list of real humans.
you're not on there.
neither am i.
i only put one human on that list.
his name is, they boy who sits behind nathan in our math class.
he's tall. and plain. and linky.
so naturally. i love this human more than anyone else i know.
