we have a new perspective.

you told me that we could be in love.

i told you that i wanted you to love me.

we agreed on love.

you asked me if i like hugs. 

i said, i dont know. 

i said, you probably love hugs.

and fall time.

and hot chocolate.

and cold noses.

but not cold noses when they get runny. 

you probably love hearing people laugh.

or when someone are smiling so big you can hear it in their voice over the phone. 

you said, exactly, how did you know.

 i just said everything i like. 

we like the same stuff.

we are one human. 

hey, i need your attention.

heads up.
im changing my blog:
loveandpoemsduringthisfallweather.blogspot.com
funny how i think people read this  thing.

after the pen ink is everywhere.

 

and the gun shoots.

my eyes blink.

my knuckles crack.

my heart is drained.

i lost my love.

i lost my way.

i lost my trust.

i've lost you; even.

i've lost my voice.

i lost myself.

my heater is running.

my head is hurting.

my braids are tangled.

the medication is gone. 

and all i can unmanageably say.

is nothing.