Crying silently.

I was left behind,

Forgotten about.

I sat quietly waiting,

Hoping that someone would remember.

I now felt as small as a spec of dust,

Praying no one would blow me away.

I used to control my life,

But now someone else is.

I was never noticed,

When I asked for help.

Instead I was walked by,

Brushed off to the side.

I felt alone,

But my heart told me I wasn’t.

There was no one with me,

No one to comfort me.

My mind said, no one cares about you,

But my heart said otherwise.

I was left behind,

Forgotten about.

I sat quietly,

Hoping that someone would remember,

I cried silently,

My heart was shattered.

I searched for love,

But was always lost.

I stared for hours gazing at the moon,

Jealous of all its companions.

As I felt dead,

I knew I was alive.

There had to be more to life,

But for me there was nothing.

Life wasn’t meant to be painful,

Or heartbreaking.

I t was meant to have laughing,

And love.

I prayed that night,

Praying to God.

I wasn’t going to give up,

Not this time.

I cried mutely,

For my lost life.

lost again.

Sarah Janelle.